Wednesday, September 23, 2009
I believe in Spinoza's God who reveals himself in the orderly harmony of what exists, not in a God who concerns himself with the fates and actions of human beings. ( Albert Einstein) Thats right! its a quote from Einstein. and it is exactly what i am thinking. i just found that it is quite similar to my thinking so i just copied and pasted it here. hahaha.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Hey seriously, you guys should try watching Russell Peters. He's my favourite comedian, you won't regret watching this. And you can find more of it from youtube, or you can get some from me. ^^
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
Life. Death. Some people want to live, while some want to die. why is that so? most of the time, homeless children, or helpless children, want to live. they even live in the sewers to get warmth despite the smell there. on the other hand, some fortunate people like you and i want to die, or have thought of dying, and i cannot deny that i was originally one of them.
Life. what is the reason for us being alive and on earth right now? i have no idea. that is why i am going to try and find out the answer from a logical manner in future with math and science, and not by some religion method. we suffer when we live. sad things happen when we live. there are times when society is unfair to us, there are also times when we have family crisis. i find, that this is all fate. things happened during my chinese new year reunion with my cousins and uncles, but i should not say it, cos those things are to be kept secret in my family. but to think that the same incident happened 3 years straight, once twice in a year. isn't something that happens often. i think that everyone of us are brought to this earth for a purpose; all of us have a role to play in this world. but the person who sent us here, i don't know who it is, but i know, that that person, is seriously, and can be, judged with one word. it is a BASTARD. and i think all of you know why.
Death. why is it that people and things die? when something close to us dies, we suffer. and i have experienced it before. one of my first rabbits, i didn't even have a name for her yet. but she was, and still is, my favourite rabbit even though she has already passed away. when she was still alive, one of the happiest things in my life happened. when i came home from school, she would be running around the ground floor of my house eating grass. and when she saw me, she would run to me. that was, indeed, one of the happiest things that ever happened to me. but the way she died... she was literally crushed- crushed by a car. and i could, indeed, see the large pool of blood on the floor. her eyes were squashed out, and i could see the whole eye. her organs too, were crushed. i was too stunned to cry at first. but after a while, i came to realise, that she is gone. never to come back. all the happy moments that we shared together, are now just mere memories. why did this happen? who was the one who did this? as i said earlier, i don't know.
So, i am going to live my life the way it is supposed to be, and solve everything logically, just like Einstein did. i will not follow someone, i will not hope. i will not wish. but i will make.
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Friday, September 11, 2009
I just realised something... if i become a physicist in the future, where am i going to get money to do research? and how much can i earn from being a physicist? i heard that scientists don't earn much unless they make a big discovery or something. hmm... what should i do?
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
It is said that the world would be coming to and end in 2012. i don't know. some say that there would be a comet collision, some say that 21 December 2012 is something something on a calendar and a lot of bad things will happen on that day, which would create a whole new era. but some people say that 21 December 2012 is just made up, cos 21/12/12. haha. i dunno. but wikipedia said that it would happen on 21 or 23. haiz. i don't care. even if it was all a lie, or it is the truth, i don't care. if there is a doomsday to this earth, then let it be. but if there isn't, then i shall just go on and live life the way i want it to be.
I clicked from link to link, and i ended up memorising a light year and the speed of light. a light year is 9460730472580.8km. and the speed of light is 299792.458km/s. it sucks to remember them as 10^13 or 3 x 10^5, cos they're only approximates.
Thats it for today, there really isn't much to talk about.
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Sunday, September 6, 2009
Haiz... had to go for school's celebration for 85th thanksgiving thing. wasted my whole day. seriously, what's so good to brag about when my school is 85 years old? i mean, what's the use of being so old when you can't even be a good school? and the teachers were all hyped about the celebration. haiz... I really don't want to talk about the celebration. we just sang a lot of songs, or at least the audience sang a lot of songs (i dont consider myself as an audience). that's about it. oh ya. during the celebration, i got bored and cut the glowing stick. the substance splattered lol. and it was still glowing. cool huh. Thats about it. i don't know what else i am to talk about. oh ya. about the Sharon thing. i know its a prank now. cos, novena is a shopping area. there's no such address as novena block 126. see? see how i did it? haha.
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Thursday, September 3, 2009
I almost forgot about my progress report. haha. here are the marks. English : 60/100 Chinese : 32/100 Mathematics : 90/100 Science : 85/100 Geography : 95/100 History : 85/100 Literature : 66/100 Art : 62.5/100 Home Economics : 50/100
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Okay. finally finished messaging her. here's the conversation. i'll start from right after she called me. oh ya. her name is Sharon and she's 21.
Me : May i know who this is? Me : Hey, after giving it much thought, i don't need to know who you are. I want to do it with you tonight. Sharon : Ok.where do u wanna do it? Me : Anywhere would be fine. Sharon : Hmm :)... You noe wad, let's do it now. What do u say? Me : That would be a better idea! Where would be the place? Sharon : At geylang library.walk to the playground and i'll meet you there. Me : But where will we do it? Sharon : Don't worry about that. I'll bring u to a special place. Me : But i think i will be late. How long can you wait for me? Sharon : I don't like to wait :( Or sean, would u want me to come over? Me : You know where my place is, right? Sharon : Yeah. Alright i'll see u at your place sean. Love ya (: Me : Wait, you sure you know where my address is? Can i recheck with you just in case? I wouldn't want you to get lost. Then i would have to wait for a longer time. Sharon : Oh sean... U live near novena block 126? I can't rmb your unit number. Me : Oh dear, then how am i to meet you? Wait, how old are you again? Sharon : U don rmb? I'm 21. Me : Hey. I guess i should stop. Sorry i toyed with you, but i'm not sean. I'm just a 13 year old boy. Really sorry. Sharon : What?! U are not sean? He gave me the wrong number! I am sry.. Me : No, i'm sorry. I thought it was a prank call so i toyed with you. But even if it was, i know its wrong to toy with you. Sharon : It's ok. I was a little rude. Sry! Me : But that sean guy... Just left you after a one-night stand? Sharon : I guess so. But who cares? It's been like that all the time. Anyway i'm sry for the trouble caused. Me : Oh... But you shouldn't be using your body like that, you know. Well, i'm not in any position to say that though. Haha. Sharon : I know. But i'm a dropout and i don't really have any money for my dad. Don't really have a choice do i? Me : But if you're using your body like that, won't your dad be more disappointed at you? It's never too late. I'm sure you can get a job. If you don't have any money to study for a cert, you can try working at mcdonalds'? Just an example. And earn enough money there to go for a private school. Work hard there to get your cert and get a better job! Sharon : I never thought of that. Thanks! I guess my dad would be disappointed.. He doesn't really know what i do at night. Thank you so much, u are wise for a 13 yr old Me : Haha. Thanks. Good luck! Don't hesitate to message me if you need anything! Sharon : Ok thanks! Me : Whats your name, by the way? Sharon : Sharon. Yours? Me : Jefferson. Nice to meet you. Sharon : What a unique name! Nice to meet you too. Me : Haha. I guess i should stop messaging. Good luck with your life! And don't hesitate to message me! Sharon : Ok bye! Me : Bye.
Prank call or not, i think that's the best thing to do. If its a true story, then she'll message me and tell me about what happened in her life. If it was really a prank, she would not message me ever. But i don't and won't have any regrets no matter which it is.
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Hahaha. i passed my geography test! got 11/20. more than half the class failed. and the teacher said that in one of the classes, 70% of them could not get more than 1 mark. and the highest was 10 marks, he/she was the only one who got that score. WEEEEEEEEEEE~ i shouldn't be resting on laurels though. I got the weirdest prank call just now!!! the number of the caller was 83477518. when i picked up the phone, she started talking veeeeeeeery fast. she sounded like a teenage girl. and at the last part, i heard 'would you like to do it again today?' and continued with 'i had a great time last night!' i said 'i think you got the wrong number'. but she replied me with 'no. you gave me this number yesterday. do you want to do it again tonight?' i said 'do what?' and she said 'sex.' i then said 'ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.' and put down the phone. i didn't have the guts to play with her. i mean act like i know her and then be a rip off. but i have the guts to message her. which is what i'm doing now, and waiting diligently for her reply. :)
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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
My watch is back my watch is back!!! mum went to fix it this morning hahahahhahaa. but it was quite ex la. $27 including GST, just for the strap. and its white! i mean, its supposed to be white, but it was kept in a drawer for years last time till it turned yellow. although the top part is still yellow. all in all a good deal ^^. Went back to mbs yesterday to celebrate teacher's day. skipped my sec school's celebration cos i knew that they would just sing christian songs and give devotions. Anyways, i met Teng Jie around the blocks opposite of my primary school. i wanted to scare him, but my angle was wrong. and we tried to go into the school but the security guard didn't allow cos of the president thingy. everyone was talking about it lor. like they wanted to see the president so badly. but you'll be disappointed if you see him, really. i shook his hand before, at the president's challenge last year. and he looked so....... okay i will not discriminate him in case i get sueued for it, just ask me personally if you want to know about him, haha.But finally, we got into the school and OMG the school is........ beyond words, after the renovation. i think its like the nicest primary school in singapore. seriously, if you have nothing better to do, go visit it. its really dam nice. i only took a picture of the parade square cos i didn't really have time to take pictures of the rest of the school. it looked exactly the same as before, but really, the rest of the school is...... nvm, find it out if you have time. here's the picture of the parade square.
Moving on... met some friends and played basketball. we thought that it was an indoor basketball court but in the end it was just a sheltered one. so Teng Jie thought that there was an indoor one and he went to look for it, but gave up and ended up looking for our teacher. and guess what? I COULD TOUCH THE RIM OF THE BASKETBALL NET!!!! primary school one though, haha. i went to look for Teng Jie after a while, but the school was TOO BIG!!! i could never find him without calling him. and in the midst of looking for him, i saw my teacher. and Teng Jie wasn't there =.=". so i called him and told him where i was. erm, i'm cutting the story short. the post would be too long if i wrote the whole story. and then Teng Jie and i gave our presents to our teacher. he gave pineapple tarts and i gave some chocolate from Dubai. but there's one thing i don't get. Teng Jie gave our teacher ferrero rocher for chinese new year and pineapple tarts for teacher's day. shouldn't it be the other way round? Anyways, we took pictures with our teacher and more and more of our ex-classmates came and we had to take even more pictures. Teng Jie soon got bored and went down to play at the fitness corner, but ended up playing basketball. i followed him soon after and went to the fitness corner. but after we played there for a while, i heard a dam loud slap from the side : a gang was ganging up on one person. i then whispered to Teng Jie to leave quickly. and we went back to playing basketball. cutting the story short again, and left for home after that. Some people really changed in appearance, while some didn't. Teng Jie : still the same in appearance, but more violent, haha. Kai Fong : what happened to your body? Ryan : still as fat, chubby and cute. Daryl Kang : whats with that hideous specs? Yie Xuan : still as pervertic as ever. Ngiam Bin : i'm as tall as you now!!! Thats about it. bbye.
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