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Thursday, September 17, 2009
Life. Death. Some people want to live, while some want to die. why is that so? most of the time, homeless children, or helpless children, want to live. they even live in the sewers to get warmth despite the smell there. on the other hand, some fortunate people like you and i want to die, or have thought of dying, and i cannot deny that i was originally one of them.
Life. what is the reason for us being alive and on earth right now? i have no idea. that is why i am going to try and find out the answer from a logical manner in future with math and science, and not by some religion method. we suffer when we live. sad things happen when we live. there are times when society is unfair to us, there are also times when we have family crisis. i find, that this is all fate. things happened during my chinese new year reunion with my cousins and uncles, but i should not say it, cos those things are to be kept secret in my family. but to think that the same incident happened 3 years straight, once twice in a year. isn't something that happens often. i think that everyone of us are brought to this earth for a purpose; all of us have a role to play in this world. but the person who sent us here, i don't know who it is, but i know, that that person, is seriously, and can be, judged with one word. it is a BASTARD. and i think all of you know why.
Death. why is it that people and things die? when something close to us dies, we suffer. and i have experienced it before. one of my first rabbits, i didn't even have a name for her yet. but she was, and still is, my favourite rabbit even though she has already passed away. when she was still alive, one of the happiest things in my life happened. when i came home from school, she would be running around the ground floor of my house eating grass. and when she saw me, she would run to me. that was, indeed, one of the happiest things that ever happened to me. but the way she died... she was literally crushed- crushed by a car. and i could, indeed, see the large pool of blood on the floor. her eyes were squashed out, and i could see the whole eye. her organs too, were crushed. i was too stunned to cry at first. but after a while, i came to realise, that she is gone. never to come back. all the happy moments that we shared together, are now just mere memories. why did this happen? who was the one who did this? as i said earlier, i don't know.
So, i am going to live my life the way it is supposed to be, and solve everything logically, just like Einstein did. i will not follow someone, i will not hope. i will not wish. but i will make.
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