Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Everyone is saying that i think too much about the future. well, not that i can help it. like i said in the previous post, im the kind of person who wants to be one of the best in the world in what i do. so i have to start researching now, as im not a genius. i would continue to research even if i was a genius though, being a genius only makes things easier to accomplish, but there is always an alternative method.
I'm really afraid that my ambition will change again. well, all my ambitions are science-related anyway. haha. although concentrating on math and science would be the right thing to do now, i won't be happy, not like this. my thirst for knowledge will haunt me, and i will do researches.
I have to succeed, not only for myself, but also for my family.
And my mum got hospitalised. i really really miss her. when i called her, she didn't pick up the phone. and it went to her voicemail. after i heard her voice, i immediately broke into tears. even though she always scolds me, even though she always nags at me, even though she has a hot temper, i know that she loves me, and i love her too.
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