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Friday, October 23, 2009
I am really very very confused. i'm considering whether to be a physicist or a doctor in the future. my sis said that i'm still young, and that i need not think so much about the future yet. but i know what kind of person i am. i will not work hard unless i have a goal. take for example PSLE. i didn't really have a goal of what i want to be in the future or where i want to go into for secondary school. but this year, because i wanted to be a physicist, i worked extremely hard so that i can transfer schools to get better education. and even after my exams, i did not relax, but listened to online lectures instead.
After 4 lessons of lectures, i got bored of physics. i don't understand why. i just didn't have the determination that i had before. i don't want to admit this, but i think i lost my interest of physics.
At this point of time, my brother was reading a manga called 'Team Medical Dragon'. as you can see from the title of the manga, it is about medical stuff. and when i saw my friend victor (met through maple a few years back, he's now studying in RJC to be a doctor in the future), i thought that i might as well just introduce to him the manga, since he wants to be a surgeon in the future at japan. but he told me that he doesn't really like manga and that he prefers drama. so i searched the internet to see if there is a drama show for this manga. and true enough, there was. i tried watching it too, and my interest is now about surgery. heart surgery, to be exact.
I fear, that if i don't start reading for extra knowledge now, i would not be able to shine brighter than others in the future. i am the kind of person who wants to be good at whatever i do, and be widely known around the world. i also hope that my name will be passed down from generation to generation. people would look up to me, and children would take me as their role model.
So i need to get my mind straight, to know what i really want to be in the future, and start working towards that goal.
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