Sunday, October 11, 2009
I think you took the life and death post of mine wrongly. okay fine, life does suck. but not every time. there will be times when you will be happy. like i have said yesterday, i think that you have only experienced the cons of life. the grass on the other side will always be greener. you should let go of the past, and live the present. i support your transferring of schools, if that helps you. some day, some one will truly be there for you. stop thinking of suicidal, and plan your future. life is not just full of suffering. i'll take my sister as an example. she is now in australia, and she has been there for months already, with her bf, just enjoying life. doing anything she wants everyday. and she even put her pm in msn as 'loving life'.
I'm willing to be here for you, and help you through your whole life. i know that i have a screwed up heart. i can barely kill an ant. i'll just flick it away instead of squashing it. and i'll close my eyes while flicking it. i can't bear to see something or someone suffering. please believe me. life is much better than you think. you need not tens or hundreds of friends which you know you can't trust. if you can't trust them, then they are not your friends. so, like what you have said yesterday, you don't trust anyone. hence, you don't have any friends now. that's why i'm asking you to open your heart once again, and start making friends again, maybe from next year after you transfer schools. but right now, you can have friends. tj can be your friend, and i can too. i don't know you too well to know all your 'friends' and to know who you can trust.
I know that i'm not in any position to say any of these, but i simply just want to help, because i care. i would really appreciate if you think about what i have said. and, don't forget to SMILE! :D
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